Ive never been a materialistic girl, but you were that one precious jem that I had to have.
You were worth more than any other jem.
I would have worn you everyday proudly & never taken you off.
They say you’re a girls bestfriend and that you were.
You made me laugh, smile, & you taught me the feeling of love.
I guess its safe to say you were my first true love.
Maybe thats why its so hard to deal with the fact that you got away.
You were my heart I would have given you thee world.
You let me in, in a way you hadn’t let others.
& because of that you ran & unknowingly took my heart with you.
For months I tried to get your attention so I could have it back but I had no luck.
Then you came & told me that I had won your heart too.
But instead of giving it to me to protect you kept it & chose to protect it yourself.
I respect your decision, I truly do but its just hard when the one that got away has always been you.
Nah, Im not a gold digger but I just have to have thee most precious jewel.